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Saturday, June 12, 2010 6:05 PM

你做了選擇對的錯的
我只能承認心是痛的
懷疑你捨得我被傷的那麼深
就放聲哭了何必再強忍
我沒有選擇我不再完整
原來最後的吻如此冰冷
你只能默認我要被割捨
眼看著你走了
如果這不是結局如果我還愛你
如果我願相信你就是唯一
如果你聽到這裡如果你依然放棄
那這就是愛情你難以抗拒
如果這就是愛情本來就不公平
你不需要講理我可以離去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我證明我愛你
灰色的天空無法猜透
多餘的眼淚無法挽留
什麼都牽動感覺真的好脆弱
被呵護的人原來不是我
我不要你走我不想放手
卻又不能夠奢求同情的溫柔
你可以自由我願意承受
把昨天留給我

如果這不是結局如果我還愛你
如果我願相信你就是唯一
如果你聽到這裡如果你依然放棄
那這就是愛情我難以抗拒
如果這就是愛情本來就不公平
你不需要講理我可以離去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我證明我愛你

如果這就是愛情本來就不公平
你不需要講理我可以離去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我證明我愛你

Thursday, May 20, 2010 4:33 PM

4:30 PM

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 11:15 PM

放心，我在等一个可以让我放弃你的人。我觉得可能很快我就能找到。

你找到了吗？我们一起加油吧。

Tuesday, March 2, 2010 6:06 PM

你在等一个人长大吗？

你在逃避彼此真心相爱过的回忆吗？

我在，

Monday, March 1, 2010 7:05 AM

Thursday, February 25, 2010 2:20 AM

“What if you are forced to forget your true love?”

1:13 AM

爱不单行

Tuesday, February 23, 2010 11:11 PM

後來　我總算學會了　如何去愛
　可惜你　早已遠去　消失在人海
　後來　終於在眼淚中明白
　有些人　一旦錯過就不再

　梔子花　白花瓣　落在我藍色百褶裙上
　愛你　你輕聲說
　我低下頭　聞見一陣芬芳
　那個永恆的夜晚　十七歲仲夏
　你吻我的那個夜晚
　讓我往後的時光　每當有感嘆
　總想起　當天的星光

　那時候的愛情　為什麼就能那樣簡單
　而又是為什麼　人年少時
　一定要讓深愛的人受傷
　在這相似的深夜裡　你是否一樣
　也在靜靜追悔感傷
　如果當時我們能　不那麼倔強
　現在也　不那麼遺憾

＃你都如何回憶我　帶著笑或是很沉默
　這些年來　有沒有人能讓你不寂寞

repeat ＊,＃,＊,＊

　永遠不會再重來
　有一個男孩　愛著那個女孩

Saturday, February 20, 2010 3:39 PM

Hai Pai Tian Xing rocks!
Long time nv saw such a nice show le.

Now watching jiu shi lai zhe ni, funny show.
Moving house already, all the memories of this old house, things that happenned, it will always stays there.

Saturday, February 6, 2010 4:16 PM

Try to live life in a different manner, being thankful for whats given, life still be much more happier that way. That;s what my mum taught me this morning.

Friday, January 15, 2010 11:55 PM

i'll do a brief summary of the 4 days and the next follow 2 days

Then Tuesday School was having Marketing, well lessons are quite fun at marketing, after school went drinking with yk, XO+ Legend is loved.

After school met Angelia Eric and Paulette, came to my house slack slack drink 2 hogarden after that slack at canberra park chatting with paulette while Eric and Angelia went to play bball.
After that had a 2 vs 2. each mushroom followed each hunk and we played till evening.

Met yk after dinner and bought 2 heineken + XO.
After that at night sent Paulette home and go home sleep.

Wednesday was having cognitive , quite fun also in class, disturbing ppl, was late reached about 1230.
After school met Angelia and Paulette , took bus to SengKang play bball. After that we slack awhile i left to meet bros for dinner.
At night YK tapau supper char kway tiao for me.
Chat awhile with Paulette and went to sleep.

Thursday was having Entrepreneurship module. After school went 313 drank with Paulette , An and Kang watching tv there.
then help Paulette fetch a taxi home, sorry i was not trying to control you but just concern, and the msg is joking the, please dont take it so serious.

After that went to Kang house slack and ate nice warmly home cooked food there.
Lastly at night i cant sleep cause something bothering me, so met up with yk and an slack awhile, slept at 4 am .

Today woke up at around 6+ , morning called Paulette but she was sick, get well soon ahs.
At school took financial accounting then after school went to yishun find yk kang an kerry to sing K.
but i was too tired so i went home to have a good sleep.
Woke up refreshingly at around 7-8 plus then met up with yk to pass him his medicine, then go Jane house write letter for AiKang. Hope new year can see him.

Ok so tomorrow i'm quite free actually
Sunday going service , see who wanna go with me.

Thursday, January 14, 2010 11:12 PM

Its exciting to see more and more of you.

1:24 PM

hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意你明明动了心
so baby 就是你请不要再犹豫我们玩个游戏叫 l-o-v-e

(girl)给你一分钟你若还不行动你就是没种装再酷也就都没用
(boy)宝贝你不会懂我就是要你心急我恋爱能力可是达人的等级 come on
hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意你明明动了心
so baby 就是你请不要再犹豫我们玩个游戏叫 l-o-v-e yah~let's be cool~

(boy)眼神不能在乎态度若有似无你自然就会跟我走(baby)请上钩
(girl)你到底行不行尽玩无聊的招数我看过的猪可是达人的程度 come on
hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意我可能喜欢你
so baby 就是你请说你很开心我有点喜欢你有点喜欢你

(rap) un...爱是个野东西它让我的心变成了谈恋爱的机器谁遇见你
连达人也会认输 yeah~为什么是你我只想问 un...ya...为什么喜欢你

(boy)我已喜欢你 yeah...
(girl) you so cute...so wan't you come to me猪头才会一直玩游戏耍心机
baby 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
so baby 就是你请说你也愿意我一直喜欢你一直喜欢你

(rap)恋爱达人的终点就是追到你没有规则这游戏永远继续
不用躲避因为没有输赢 yah yah*2

baby 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意我想我喜欢你
so baby 就是你请说你也愿意我非常喜欢你 yah~
非常喜欢你 yes i do~ yes i do∏常喜欢你

hey you 就是你请靠近我怀里别假装不在意你明明动了心
so baby 就是你请不要再犹豫我们玩个游戏叫 l-o-v-e

(rap) un...爱是个野东西它让我的心变成了谈恋爱的机器谁遇见你
连达人也会认输 yeah~为什么是你我只想问 un...ya...为什么喜欢你

(rap)恋爱达人的终点就是追到你没有规则这游戏永远继续
不用躲避因为没有输赢 yah yah*2

爱bimbo.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 1:21 PM

rest assurdly i tell you, 喜欢一个人不是罪.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 1:39 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STo3xzYeLGA

1:26 AM

going to school today on time and wanna do my best, hahas. alrights, cya later peeps. tmr's marketing :)

Sunday, January 10, 2010 10:17 PM

today is yet another long and fulfilling day.

Ytd woke up ard 10+ and met zi kang and yk for lunch.
After that headed to zi kang house slack slack awhile , and scold a idiot on fang's blog lols.
then after that went home to change and go.... SHOPPING WITH YK SISTER!
Ytd is her birthday, so we bring her go SSC shopping!
We went to arcade first to play kiapkiap spent around 12 dollar but cant get that stupid Lillo
then we gave up another girl went to play, meihui not happy go press the button, then her lucky hands help the girl caught the toy!!

then we went to buy a dress for her, wa v swee leh , v cheerful face of hers.

After that i went back home to meet my family go hotel eat dinner, cause celebrating my dad birthday with his side the family.
Ate so full, its a buffet zu chao, and each person i think cause only 18++

so we order a lot of food for them to cook for us , like shark fin ,
black pepper- white wine and chilli crab. also order 3 plates of prawns, 2 plates of prawn balls.
still have scallop veggie , 2 plates chilli seabass, black pepper beef , black pepper sliced fish.
one cold plate dish, 1 plate of chao fan, 1 plate of noodles , 1 plate of fried tofu, 1 plate of steamed tofu, i think still got more but i forget.

lastly we ate mango pudding , honeydew sago and a huge plate of fruits that costed 25 bucks -.-!!(where got fruits so ex one)

after that sat on family car to rush down to meihui's birthday party!
took pictures with her, some at her family side, must get from them next time.
Actually want to stay on to play mahjiong and drink , but mother wants me to go home, so i went home, and wanna wait for them to sleep then i sneak out, BUT my dad camp outside watch tv!! T.T so i wait until i fall asleep.

So today woke up ard 9++
Met Tim and went to CHC.
Went Mandi Rachel and Wainee on the way there.

Today CHC talking about Visions.
some good points that we can work on.

Leadership not laws but liberty.
Serving not hierarchy but heart.
Ability not self-centered but spirit
Discipline not legalism but love.
Creativity not fear but by faith.
Love not control but care.
Attitude not getting but giving.
And lastly lifestyle not explanation but an example.

After service went Jurong point with XiaoTimmy to eat subway, met up with wainee and jianhui for awhile.
Saw Jozzy, her sister and Zhenping there too.

Only thing is didnt took photo with Mandi and Wainee , wasted. And also Greyson Willbur and yk didnt come. so didnt took photo only got took some for XiaoTimmy.

After eating we went down to NCC 5pm service.
Today service was great, its talking about Peace and the heart.

The powerful word for today is this 'Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid'
Pastor Prince got this revelation 6 years ago, and one preached it for one mid-service, but this sermon became very famous i think , cause other churches used this sermon before, some even with same title but he's glad that it can help so many change their lifes.

so actually mainly its telling us about the unearthly peace that Jesus had, the peace that came from heaven. He was scourged , betrayed and spat on, eventually he was nail to the cross, but when Pontius Pilate saw him after he was beaten until he can barely open his eyes, meat hanging out of him , bones to be seen, full of blood, wearing the crowns of thorns, he was afraid.

That heavenly dignity Jesus had in him that is so powerful that even when his body his completely ruined, the inside of him is still so powerful.

Thus before he left his disciples to Calvary , he said this, << John 14:27 >> Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.
-This peace he is saying is the Peace that he has, and people nwadays lack such peace in their heart thus there are so many anxiety insomnia and depression cases .

But there is one condition to this peace, its the continuation of the verse 'Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.'

so the only condition is above all else , guard your heart for its the well spring of life.

Aiya keep it short, its to guard our hearts, let it not be troubled or afraid. But the whole service about this heart thing is very interesting, it talks about how fears destroy lives and trigger sickness. Thus i hope everyone have the peace inside our hearts , and whatever happens outside will not affect us, as we should be the one that is controlling our hearts not the circumstance controlling us.

We are Above circumstances and not under the circumstances.

okok so after that went shopping with Tim and bought a nike Topbag from a sport shop.
Then went to eat with family at food court after that chat chat walk walk at marina square with Tim and train back home.

What a long but fulfilling day today! didnt went church for few months because of work commitment, but didnt regret spending whole day today.

Saturday, January 9, 2010 6:21 AM

fang faster wake up come my house watch tv

4:33 AM

Suddenly had a urge in blogging about the topic 'Forgiveness'
well i believe all of us are emotions creatures that's why we're humans.

Thus how can we forgive someone when that person hurt you a lot and you're full of bitterness?
Answer: Its the Perfect Word- Love.

Unforgiveness i believe is caused by insecurity and being unable to let go and lack of love inside.
Thus the core of the emotions are actually tiggered by hunger of Love inside a being.
Thus when someone is filled with Love that person starts to change, as she's being secured inside and not what happens outside.

Love is truly great, and as human we thirst for love, thus then this need is not meant we tend to become unforgiving and bitter.

Personally i had a experience in the past where i was hurt badly, i was a great fall for me, till the urge of giving up and taking pills.
What kept me moving after that is knowing that i'm loved, by God Family Bros Close Friends.
After meeting this need, i began to look at life in another manner, and things became more positive. In fact it become fun, i stop condemning myself, not be drunk in self pity.
Also i began to accept people that i never thought i could accept and began to listen and be friends with them .
The reason is because i'm secured, and the gift of no condemnation.
Human will err in life, and in one way or the other we might hurt each other.
What makes the difference is not about being over concern of who's right or wrong but knowing that fact, being secured in love and begin to start loving other.

Thus friends out there , i hope this might help when there are down moments in life, when you felt that everything is crushing down, or if there's someone that you cant forgive . Always know that you're the beloved of God, your Family , and Friends and you're secure, and everything will become much easier and you'll have a clearer view of life.

3:50 AM

well since wait for someone do finish her thing i come here blog my day ba.

Ytd slept around 3 plus then
Today pcb i woke up saw my clock 11 am i thought my clock spoil but got in touched with reality soon after that and accept it's really 11am already -_-!
So called YK and he came my house to meet me.
After that went straight down to RP Open House and find Kang An Kerry Songrui Eric and another guy i think his name is JICKEY.

Then at there slack slack awhile go to An class disturb, saw afiqah there and SIX.
Then go back to my class disturb as i wanna see my accounting faci, didnt saw him before but heard he's a nice guy.

Disturbed my class the people , i have a conclusion that Marg is a Bimbo, Wanning is getai queen, Lihui is still my Ms Nice , HanFong is the bro that sometimes will bastard me go help the girls LOLS.

then YK and i stayed on to slack in class , and finally my Faci came in. He's really a v nice guy, he gave me attendance and let YK stay on to observe our class although he's still not our student.
Well indeed the lesson gave a good impression of PBL today.

Then after 3rd meeting went to meet MINGZHEN at koufu. She walked very fierce towards me very fierce (yk nearly wet his pants) !

then after eating go meet Samantha. And i notice alot people come to my blog! damn without taggs i thought no one is here, so if u're one of the stalkers reading now, GO TAGG MY BLOG NOW!

then went w1 meet an kang kerry after school then went to causeway point drink TEH.
btw brought JOI蔡淳佳 newest album, Back To Basics 回到最初, so anyone interested can tell me to send you. The Songs are all quite awesome in this album, especially 回到最初, its the song for 当我们同在一起 ending song, the 9pm channel 8 show.

Then went back to smb slack at Kang house awhile while listening to JOI蔡淳佳 songs.
Then went back home to meet family for dinner, Happy Belated Birthday Dad.
Sorry didnt wished you birthday yesterday, and until today inside car then know its your birthday, i'm not a good kid of yours and i know. Gave you lots of trouble always then still need you wasted money help me fight court, pay bails , although sometime u really nag alot like a mother but i can see your concerns, the times when u got so worried that u cried.

So we went bottletree ate Black pepper crab , steam Seabass , Prawns, Fishmaw soup , Broccoli and Drank Sago. lols total is 140 bucks i think , mother bro and me split the cost so one person around 40 bucks. I'll still buy a care bear for him i think LOLS!

After eating went home use comp DO RJ . Then after that slacking chattin and supper with Kang and YK.

My plans for,

Saturday,
Me and Yk go RP Open House pei Kang
Then go Dad's dinner at Pennisular plaza.
Also rush down to YK sister birthday

Sunday,
Meet Tim go CHC , meet up old pals.
Then go NCC

Monday,
School time!

Today's random quote.
when life throws lemons on me, i''ll whack it until the juice all burst out and make it into a damn refreshing lemonades

Wish we can talk like how we did last time.
I'm moving on, and i still wish we can share our joys, parcels of our life.
as two is better then one.

Thursday, January 7, 2010 11:49 PM

Tdy is such a long day , chatted with ahjie until 5++
then woke up ard 10 chiong-ed to school.
I reach there just nice 2nd break lols, so meet Hf , Lihui and her friends to eat.
After that RP open house, so went to meet alot gans and friend there.

After that went to play volleyball with my ex captain winson tan, met up with Yk bro and also Kailing and her friends. Saw alot last time sembawang sec junior also.
While had a nice chat with them.

Saw merilyn mei and Jiahui my neighbour there also.
Then met Kang and An go relax outside school awhile then rushed back for UT Maths.
Not bad la i think will get a pass and i'm contended.

After UT go CWP with Mandi, Kang , An , Kerry and YK
then chatted alot there then went back to smb yk house to talk cock sing song play Mahjong!!
first time playing mahjong, i know kinda noob but cause my family dun play mahjong one. But i got beginner's luck i won 3 rounds in a row . LOLS then play until ard 1030 eat dinner liao come back home.
Today is a long day, but a fulfilling one.
Tmr going Plaza Sing with yk, may reborn fringe and tail too.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 9:10 PM

i'm writing this post for kang, my chio bu bro ( although i think he will nv get to read this cause he dont view ppl's blog one)

Thanks for being there for me when i was having court case if rachel family, being there when i was down, being there when i'm rich, being there when i'm poor, being there when i wanna slack, being there when i kana fine by school, being there to smoke tgt, being there to eat supper tgt, being there to laugh with me, being there to sian with me, being there to give a rational advices and thanks for everything, although sometimes we may have different views about things but we always give the time to listen to each other, i'm very bless to have a bro like you.

8:23 PM

just reached home bath-ed.
Today morning met Fang to school then after that did cognitive in class
well today topic kinda boring cause i cant really tap into what the problem is talking about, nevertheless i completed the whole lesson lols.

After school slacked awhile with hf lihui and her friend in class and we cabbed to cwp tgt.
then i went home because no one for me to date :P

after that i msged fang i heard that she is going cwp with her internet friend, so decided to take a good look at that guy, but she scare we both jealous so didnt want me to go down. hahas werid :S

Nevertheless i still went down with my chio bu bro but didnt manage to see that guy nor her.
So ended up shopping and bought a brown jacket at men studio at a costful price but i felt its worth it as i liked it.
Tmr RP open house! i heard alot ppl will be coming down, Mandi , Yk and Wainee, its gonna be a fun day tmr!

fang, i'm more worried then jealous, i dont know who u will meet through internet, for friends like rachel i'm more willingly to accept her cause i know she has a good heart and i dun mind u being sister with her. But some internet guys that wanna know girl are kinda fuk up i just wanna make sure you are safe .

i wanna protect you cause u are one of my close ones.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 3:00 AM

Today is a long fulfilling day for me.
Morning i go to school, WOW its the first day
then i wear my fav red shirt cause is first day , cause red means properity for chinese, and i wanna wang wang wang ah.

But today school not that wang leh, quite boring actually haha.
Then after school meet gan-dear Fang.
We went shopping at causeway point, actually wanna go pierce tgt but they no piecer already so we head back home.
Then slack slack awhile until mother come home then no mood so go to northpoint shopping!
Went cotton on buy clothes, then Fang keep disturb me.
Then after that we drank a v nice bubble tea ice blended and went to slack at void deck.
talk about alot of things.

After that we head back to smb, saw hanwei with some cops, but is stupid thing la, immature kids wanna frame my bro.

Since its stupid thing, so i and fang went home see 'together'
then after that go meet yk bro
we met at ntuc, choosing beer, but end up at mac eating burger.
after eating we dispose fang home already go 7-11 buy heineken drink and relax

Lastly we come to my house and chat and webcam with Fang and Mandi.
Long time nv see Mandi le, cya at thurs rp open house.

Well have a good time with bro, tmr still need meet Fang to school, so dun think sleeping le, will be disturbing ppl ba . lol ok thats for all, bb